“Listen To Your Body” - My Yoga Instructor always says.

I really tried at first but when I didn’t know what it was trying to tell me I stopped  “listening” to it or stopped thinking about “listening” to it.  Tonight a light went on!  Or should I say my body didn’t speak to me - it screamed!  Let me explain…

While doing one of Karen Voight’s Yoga DVDs I was doing a series of flow poses and stretches.  Right at the end when I felt I could do anymore…she instructed viewers to do a forward fold and “dangle”.  I’ve done this tape before - it’s been a while - but I have done this before…today was different.  When I did my fold and dangle I continued to inhale and exhale and inhale again.  Just then…it happened…

My neck popped in two spots!  One followed by another.  It was like I two dominoes slapping into each other.  I opened by eyes in shock…sure I crack from time to time but it’s usually in my knees, ankles, toes, back…but not like that!  I was filled with joy…and relief!  You see…I have had daily neck pain for over 12 years and this was a fabulous feeling!  I took an even bigger breath and my upper back between my shoulder blades - about an inch or so below where the other 2 pops took place - it happened again!  How glorious!  What a way to end my practice!!!!

I guess the moral of the story could be instead of trying to pull information out of your body by over-listening…sometimes it’s better not to think about it and when it’s ready it will talk…or sometimes it will scream.  Either way…I’m VERY delighted my body had something to say today!

Millions of people are mourning, responding, praying, and thinking of the people who were effected by the Cyclone.  The totals are rising by the minute.  Many reports I have heard today have said 22,000 killed with over 43,000 still missing.  One report I heard even mentioned up to 1 million people.  I know I will never understand the pain that those people must be feeling…but my thoughts and prayers are with them.  I hope humankind pulls together and helps out in any way they can.  I also hope that some of those communities that are in conflict with others allow people in to help with the relief efforts.

I often have conversations with other family members and tell them that ‘nothing is new’ but since I stopped blogging I guess many things have been going on.  Not all of them great.  One of my best friends from college was found dead several months ago.  I will not get into all the details but it was something no one should ever face.  I know I will think about her until the day I die.

I took a short break from Yoga classes from November until March.  I then rejoined the class atmosphere for 6 weeks and due to miscommunications I missed out on the following session.  Now I am doing at home practice again.

In addition to my at home Yoga practice I have started walking again - now that the weather is nice.  I am focused on losing some weight…between a better diet and more exercise.  I have re-activated my account at MyFitnessPal and have been doing quite well for about a week now.  I am not going to check my weight too often because I don’t want to bring up negative actions from my past.  I don’t want to backslide into past habits and emotions and slip back into my eating disorder.  I am aware of how easy that is and I am trying not to give into them…I want to do it the healthy way.  Eventhough I still classify myself as a strict vegetarian…(although not strict vegan)…I continue to try and eat more vegan foods and now I will try to eat more raw vegan foods.  I realize many people say you do not experience the full effects of raw foods until you are 100 percent raw vegan but I figure every little bit helps and it’s something more than I was doing before.  So many of my adventures will be touching on this.

I’d don’t watch much TV but one show I have been getting into lately is Stargate Atlantis.  I have only watched the first few seasons but am hooked and am eager to watch more of them.  I think the cast is amazing and I’ve always enjoyed anything having to do with the Lost Continent of Atlantis.

A family member of mine was diagnosed with Meniere’s Disease almost a decade ago.  The first bout with it was the worst.  A year later was the second bout.  For almost 7 years my family member hasn’t had a problem.  But today there was a spell.  It was scary - so much so - that this person called me and talked to me about it.  This person isn’t one to ever complain about health issues even if something is bothering them.  I guess this person feels better now and it just affected them for about 8 hours but still I think I will be keeping an eye on them for a while.

These are just a few things that have been on my mind lately and I am sure I will have more to type about soon…but for now…I am going to go do some yoga and maybe make some juice for tomorrow morning.

I am not going to post everything something pops in my head.  I’m not going to be able to blog hop like I did back in the day.  I am going to respond to comments within my comment sections.  I plan on still writing things that are on my mind - but more completely.  I would like to focus on lifestyles, interests, goals, and educating myself.  Perhaps some other things along the way.  Hello to old friends and welcome to new!  Namaste.

An ongoing journey.